Let me just say that I love my mama! Mama, since you are the only one I know who reads this, (which is totally fine by me), I want you to know that I love you and I am praying for you. I think I know exactly what you are going through. I went through something very similar. I will be lifting you up in prayer. I love you more than you'll ever know. Thank you for being such a good Chrisitan example. I've always admired you, not just because you are my mother, but because you are such a strong person. God will bring you out! God said you're gonna make it, don't worry over thunder, you're NOT going under because God said you're gonna make it.
I love you!